when did you realize that nihilism was the truth and that death is the only salvation in life? i'm just harassing my doctor and psychiatrist for meds, if they refuse them or they don't work then i'm finally offing myself
>>83774185i'm literally diagnosed. i'd tell you to kill yourself but i'd do it way before you do>>83774190my only motivation is to seek the way to be motivated. ironic, i know. but what happens when i stop trying to find the way to be motivated, and accept the fact that internal motivation just doesn't come easy? i melt on the ground, boredom becomes so intense i can't help but experience vivid and constant desires to end my own life. if there is truly no way to be motivated, then there truly is no way for me to live. i'm still delusional enough to believe that somehow on 4chan i'll somehow come across the one post that will say the one thing that i need to hear to be enlightened and suddenly be motivated towards anything. i know it will never happen, yet i still do it because i can't do anything but cope right now. also, no i'm not consuming anything on any other platform. i can't even watch youtube shorts or tiktoks without getting bored two videos in. i seriously, and i mean for real, do 10 hours of actual nothing per day. sitting on my couch, laying in bed, contemplating how nothing is possible. it's been this way since childhood, but at least back then i had external motivators to keep my nihilism in check. but now i live alone in a studio apartment. for a year now i tried to find a way to fix this, nothing worked, ever. even my best attempts, like going through the AGONIZING TORTURE of forcing myself to start and finish a personal project, resulted in NOTHING. NOTHING!!! I MADE AN ENTIRE FUCKING VIDEO GAME AND I DIDN'T EVEN FEEL THE URGE TO MAKE ANOTHER ONE EVEN A LITTLE BIT. WHAT THE FUCK? i was told that if i forced myself consistently, i would eventually want to do it naturally and effortlessly. where is the flow state that was promised to me? it never came, because it couldn't ever come. i am doomed from living a self-led life, and i'd rather die than be at the mercy of others that are all too ignorant to help me.
>watch anime together with /a/>it's one of these not overly popular shows, threads barely ever hit bump limit, if it at all>but it's a great show you and other anons genuinely enjoy>threads are comfy, fun and have some OC and memes>anime ends>nobody ever mentions the show again>attempts at starting threads die with 0 replies>the folder with all the screenshots and images just sits there collecting digital dustThis is kinda fucked, if you think about it.
>>285613086The only people who don’t have a life outside 4chan are oldfags who really went all in on the “you’re here forever” meme and thought this place would never change. There’s not many left but the ones that are like OP aren’t ever going to get better.
All of Trump's tariff shenanigans are about to bite him in the ass
>>527110011>>>/y/urop
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>>555361967again you don't need to say that you're afraid of this man on 4chan>>555362117where do you think we are
>>555362117Based we love badass Mavuika here>Is this just classic 4chan anything that is popular is bad?Women found their way into 4chan and most women hate strong capable women cuz it makes them feel lacking.
Why is the left raiding us and telling us we should care about our enemies being killed by ICE? Do they think we are Canadians or something? We don't follow that "if you kill your enemies they win" doctrine. Am I also suppose to forget how they laugh and cheer and make jokes when people on my side are killed? Why am I suppose to want my enemies to win and for illegals to be here? For the cheap labor? I thought you retards were all about liveable wages yet you seem fine with foreigners working for slave wages. Why can't you retards be consistent. You screamed how guns should be illegal and we could never win a war against the government with just small arms yet you ass blasted homos are running around arming yourselves to take on the government. Your incompetence shows considering you faggots haven't killed a single ice agent while your side drops like flys. We really need to build some gas chambers with wooden door for you commie retards
>>527109275sorry /ptroong/ 4chan has always been left leaning.
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>>9453149774chan strips the audio anyway. Thank you!
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Was sind das für neue Dreckscaptchas?Und ich geb sicher keine 30 Euro für nen Pass aufFick dich HiroNie wieder 4chan, vergessts esPersonaösi off forever